[Verse 1: Far i] Im down on my last bit sh** i can't take more Im starin at these pills mayne od like run forrest Runnin i dont know what for my mind rich but my soul poor Im so tired i ain't up for it dark forces i done got lost I got tossed but she had to do it f**ed up that ain't nothin new My whole life i done got screwed but motherb**h i wouldve die for her So im not sure how it got so but im runnin away cuz i dont know What tommorow brings this mind this is not me evils of lucy be eying me [Chorus: Jaskelis] Should've known that im hittin rock bottom im sinkin low You should've known ey I dont give a single f** anymore i lost control Im losin control ey ey ey ey eyyy [Verse 2: Far I] Im down on my last bit damn i can't think straight High of these meds got me want to jump off this bridge man I f**ed up and i know it had one shot and i blew it Now there's nothing than to go through it askin what the f** am i doin Damn knee deep in this dipsh** born to lose and my game sick Lost the ones that i came with heavy weight on my pancreas And thats word on my children yall know that i love them But the darkside got my heart tied to apartheid i got no chance i [Chorus: Jaskelis] Should've known that im hittin rock bottom im sinkin low You should've known ey I dont give a single f** anymore i lost control Im losin control ey ey ey ey eyyy [Outro: Jaskelis] Where do i go Slowly fadin away Dont recognize i dont recognize the reflection that i see Slowly fadin away Im drownin 3x Im fadin im fadin away