I find myself in this state Where lucid longings are trapped inside a stained gla** Leaving me restless and breathless Hoping to wake up when it's over Hoping to wake up when it's over I tend to live in the past And wait around for another chance Eventhough I know the bu*tons have been pressed Waking up and finding myself sailing off a storm Setting things in motion Can't I really do anything but hold on? I find myself in this state Where I try to realize what I could've done to get me back And then I'm back feeling empty No time to hold your breathe Feeling empty Waking up and finding myself sailing off a storm Setting things in motion Can't I really do anything but hold on? Memories of the past And struggles of the present And illusions of the future Always make me wanna look back Find an escape I tend to live in the past And wait around for another chance Eventhough I know the bu*tons have been pressed Now to you I surrender Father, father to you I surrender To you I surrender