Faded Red - In Space lyrics

Drowning my sorrows in tongue-tied detachment Refusal to show what’s inside Lowering standards to find cheap enjoyment Each time I lost more of my pride Grabbing red plastic I don’t even want See the subject in his state of disarray CHORUS: I can’t find my place, I’m lost in space I’m begging you to rescue me from the blackness in my head Steer me away from the path I’ve made I need you here because I’ve got no answers left and I’m half dead k**ing desires and threatening dreams I fall victim to vices from my past I admit to you now, I’m much worse than I seem I’m not sure how much longer I’ll last Threatening childhood goals and ambitions See the cancer on humanity I am CHORUS I’m my worst enemy, I know that’s cliché, but it’s true I deserve nothing that I’ve had my whole life, or anything new My mind’s a poison that’s crippling my body day by day And without your guidance I’ll slowly wither away CHORUS Because I’ve got no answers left and I’m half dead