Fabolous - Pain lyrics

[Fabolous] I'm old enough to know better, young enough to not give a f-ck Rather hold my high and die then live and duck If you're cool being taken down and giving up Your lifestyle's a blow job, the way you're living s**s! I done felt pain, waited but no help came Went through some crazy sh** still kept myself sane You ever been dying of thirst and smelt rain Ever been told "go to hell" and felt flames The water's to your neck and only gets deeper Its all down hill and it only gets steeper Gotta get over it, be a hurdle leaper It cost to be the boss, it aint get no cheaper But there's a man above that we all under bro No bread truck but he work wonders though! After you wake up, everything is wonderful You can overcome anything you undergo As an artist I'm just tryna paint the perfect picture But see where tryna wait for somebody thats perfect gets you That usually lead to nothing like virgin kisses And I be tryna cut, surgeon b**hes Dreams of splurging riches, pretty but curvy misses Chef to serve the dishes, driving to swerve the ditches I'm just another kid on the purple wishes? And the streets is tough, on the verge of viscious So I sold weed and crack, business That white girl helped a n***a, Fergalicious But getting money bring jealousy and verbal disses So when you k**in' sh** watch out for the murder witness An old head told me, let nothing disturb your business Beef is only good when you in the burger business So I chilled, but loaded up the steal Like I wish a n***a would, But I know a n***a will But for real you loaded up to k** Cause soon as a n***a could the sooner a n***a will And I don't owe these n***as nothing Put that in a n***a will