f** Off And Die! - Hate, Indifference And Alcholism lyrics

I'm seating in a small room I'm a**aulted by anguish and fears I suffer terribly, I torment myself But I know it's my only shield against you I drink until I vomit myself out from me And I'm hating more all that surrounds me Alcohol destroys me without mercy But it let me understand how much reality is disgusting Evenings lost in bottles of wine and cigarettes While you savored the pleasures of the life Your false emotions in common with me And your forced communication attempts – totally ignored I watch you far away from me and I feel lonely I can't support it, but I know that you are not the solution I escape trough the more painful paths Hate, indifference and alcoholism... but I accept it... What you're proving now that you have in hand that blade That has opened that deep wound in your flesh? What you're proving now that you have been a**aulted Another time by your paranoia? What you're proving now that you have been oppressed Another time by the things that you despise How are you feeling now that you understood That your life have no fate and no sense?