a) Among Them Pictures of god And sin And the pain I've caused Others and myself Float through My mind Like crippled angels Who can neither land Nor find peace Sadly, I find myself among them b) Disfigured Somebody help me, Somebody save me, I want to drag A blade across my face I'm in conflict With that Christ again, Like some unholy Martyr who's dying for sin I want to burn, yeah, I want to bleed You think I'm kidding man, I'm real as real can be I've been feeling Those demons again, Let my cross-eyed Suicide of spirit begin I feel tight, tight as a fist And somehow blind Like a mind full of ignorance Turned away from the light Pushed away from the light Drawn away from the light I wish Judas would kiss me, And take me down, Before I hurt the ones who love me now I am disfigured, out of control I am disfigured, let my face match my soul Open your eyes Christ, don't turn away All I do, I do for you That your pain not be in vain