[Intro] And the ultimate performance would be when I've reached my peak and I'm not there yet so don't you all clap when I say this I'll commit suicide and I'll take your kids with me [Verse 1: Exsr] Im stuck to a chair watching a movie about me stuck to a chair Stabs on my back ive been rippin out my hair I hate that im fair I hate sh** about me and I hate that I care Lade lade yall like to party I like to drown myself with a bottle of Bacardi Im a shot away from freedom Ynoe pa** the shawty blow my f**ing brains out in show in front of everybody call it early quits for all the kids I heard these rappers still feeding off mamas dick Rock it if it fits and the tantrums dont make me talk about the fits and the tantrums ? respect thats forgotten animals adapt thats why my mind is rottin Cut a b**h up brought in ? pull her kidneys feed em to her kiddies and feed her to my team Is that too much? My bad im On A High Note I know theres something slightly off in my head but I also know that ill be fine though Im spiting vinyl my tongue should wear a condom And none of ya can f** with me They call you G for gangsta they call me G for GOD My music is your rosarie Im pleasing just accordingly but im tryin to come appropriately Most ya rappers ain't half the sh** you claim to be IM LOSING IT IM LOSING IT my arm is bleeding ink The voices in my head are cluttering the way I think My minds a shallow place hard to tell apart the real of fake These vagabonds and empty case how much of this will I take Misery f**ed anxiety under mistake Taking sh**s on self esteems is my escape L.A. needs a change im putting on the cape And I ain't stop til Miss Hip Hop yells rape bleed I want the b**h to bleed Doubt me if you may your hate is all I need Cut em off f**er running lip throw em in the oven feed em ? AND FEED EM TO MY TEAM PROTEIN [Verse 2: Tha Rowdy Ynoe] They should've left me in that straitjacket everybody's tripping now It seems like everyday im going 5150 now You can watch my feet dangle hanging by my own rope Got that machete im ready to slit my own throat Cyanide, chloroform, carbon Monoxide Garage locked car running sleeping in my moms ride Man im STRESSED OUT became a mental prisoner Playing Russian roulette with six rounds up in the cylinder I need Theraflu im skydiving with no parachute All these cops mean mugging f**er I ain't scared of you Don't worry I won't be there when they bury you Going on a k**ing spree doing what I was sent to do I keep it boombap I do what you pretend to do Try to come and test me lyrically and thats the end of you You should've hung that mic up because this sh** ain't meant for you Its really no use cause im a thousand bars ahead of you Its been a while since I've seen something beautiful Kinda hard to smile when you're hooked on pharmaceuticals Trying to think outside the box im trapped in my cubicle I guarantee I won't like half the people at my funeral All you Benedict Arnold double-crossin' stool pigeons better get to boot lickin' Broker than a soup kitchen in my head plotting red dotting Feel like d**hs knocking Never been the same ever since I found her dead body Right here in the lab in full swing me and Sef Rocking Glad all my misery is keeping all keeping all your heads bobbin I kept quite now im breaking every bone in you I got my own problems give a f** what your going through In case you didn't know my crews about to blow up f** all these hoes, they be walking with their nose up Im trying to live long enough to watch my son grow up I'll keep rocking mics until the f**en sun blows up Hypochondriac all this radiations k**ing me About to put a Rockefellers head up in that guillotine Green beret emcee I got that artillery This hollow points a typhoon this cops heads the Philippines Yo my crews got more footwork than millipedes I do what I want give a f** if your not feeling me Fed up with these hospitals man stop billing me I'll snap a docters neck he should apply for disability Im that emcee leaving all your beds wet My bodys still strong motherf**er I ain't dead yet You already know my name from L.A. to Rosemead Catch me at the Dodger game sittin' in the nosebleeds Smashing all my umbrellas you can feel my pain right? Im sick of this overcast im trying to catch that daylight How you doing listener? I thought you knew I slayed mics Time to pa** the torch you dont represent L.A. right Chatterbox lip service we can catch that fade right? All I hear is gums bumping knuckle up and take flight All you baby emcees wanna come and bite my style Suicide bomber i'm a kamikaze pilot now Stealing all your fans now your stadium is dim Talking sh** like Reggie Miller and im taking out your limbs Off the clutch and my teams about to bag another win Slam dunking on you emcees IM HANGING OFF THE RIM