Heard what they say about me Now you wanna talk, now you wanna call When I'm coming home, asking messaging my phone Why you wanna get together? when we're better off alone Yeah you had your chance and you missed it And I'm just getting drunk in a room a full of misfits Lifestyle f**ed there's no fixing Life's so precious now why did I risk it, ugh Ugh, how could I risk it f** it no auto I'm on stick shift Real rare breed like a limited edition My own enemy so f** a competition Sometimes I feel like what was I thinking Got my last cash and I spent it on drinking Spent it weed and it's all for me And apparently that is all that I needed When did I fall so deep? When the lights come down, let them fall on me Captain of this ship, put it all on me And you all gonna see, who X is? I will set the bar so high I will set the bars on fire Used to keep it all inside But now I'm bout to snap and it's just my time Yeah it's just my time, yeah it's just my... (my time, my time) All my knights are on the move now So much stuff we could lose now Who's down? take over the world with a new sound I'm just feeling great cause I'm walking in my shoes now Yeah, I'm just me motherf**er On the mic, in nike's, motherf**er And LV in my blood where ever I be Yeah, I rep my country, my team, motherf**er /bridgehook/ On my own in this sh** If it's sinking - holding on to this ship Holding on and that's it Holding on till I slip Drinking out the bottle that's it Smoking weed and that's it That's it That's it / Ugh, this the young up-comer And I ain't really f**ing with you has been's I'm the f**ing future, you the present in the past tense On my last breath till I'm motherf**ing gasping, ugh On the last straw till I snap it Cause I'm after what I want without asking Not at the finish line I'm already pa**ed it Lapped it, left it buried like a cascade (ugh) Remember myself in the hallway Sleeping on the table, how it all fades My vision dazed, now what it is this place Man, woke up in a room, in like fifty days That's how it all could start now You can finish late, but you can't fall down And it's all important, till its all found That's when mystery's turn to facts Do you really wanna get it all back? Do you really wanna live twice over all that? And turn back into this insomniac Motherf**ing insomniac Do you really wanna get it all back? Do you really wanna live twice over all that? And turn back into this insomniac Motherf**ing insomniac