Expire - Pills lyrics

Six long years I've been nursing this pain Six long years I've been screaming your name Summer heat Sweating in my sleep Just lay me down for an eternity It was perfect I didn't deserve it I was so helpless as you slipped right from my hands And I have never been so confused Courtesy of all your miscues Erase away the mistakes we made And blame them on our youth I needed more than pills and a promise I needed more than a bullsh** excuse You left me back holding the bag And all I ever wanted was the truth Nothing is working This sh** can't save me I've been f**ing going crazy All the things I should've said Plays over and over in my head