Exit She Calls - Encount (Her) lyrics

Should I follow my heart or my head? Which one will prevent me from not getting any rest? I can't remember the last time feeling this content But at the same time, I'm a nervous wreck I've occupied my mind with a smile that drives me wild Concentration is out of context When my days are spent with distraction How could this happen? I'll try to avoid anything that reminds me of her But now it seems like everything, I touch feel and see; she's what I encounter And then an old feeling of distrust has erupted and streamed throughout my body I've been told that nothing comes with ease And now it remains with me I'll try to avoid anything that reminds me of her But now it seems like everything, I touch feel and see; she's what I encounter I'll hold back my tongue before my emotions come undone But it's what you want, it's what you want to happen I'll turn off the ignition before I buckle up But it's what you expect, it's what you expect to happen I'll try to avoid anything that reminds me of her But now it seems like everything, I touch feel and see; she's what I encounter