[Intro] Sometimes even the moonlight hurt my eyes [Hook] (2x) Masochism, masochism in my face Masochism, masochism all damn day Masochistic y'all don't wanna feel my pain I'm turnin' masochistic I got y'all to thank [Verse 1] I been fightin' demons for so goddamn long In the process I might a become one When I walk up gaspin' all the jaws drop Got some hunnids cuz I showed up Off the f**in' porch yeah I just throwed up Quick sippin' on that purple God I'm tored up I'm so tore up, tore up, I'm so tore up She came in my room and now I'm in her orifice She tryna make me fall in love Well good luck to you b**h I been tryin' for sometime Young salted Slug, there's nothin' left to love Masochistic so masochistic I'm crying through this penance, sorry God [Hook] (2x) [Verse 2] I just cried a river and swam to the ocean I drowned inside myself I drowned inside my head I couldn't give up that's just not in my blood I'mma blue flame I scooped all ya b**hes and flew away I'mma do it my way, no other way will ever work People say I'm crazy, I think this world is crazier I think you b**hes is shadier, I just wanna fly away But I've grow so masochistic I can't do nothin' else but stay [Hook] (2x)