Evil Eddie - Ain't Love Grand lyrics

{verse 1} Well i been stalkin' you again on the internet Because i never see you in the flesh ever since you left And i haven't just missed the sex It goes deeper, you're my lolita, señorita My heart knows a keeper when he meets her But now we don't speak, i can't reach you By phone or text, you gimme no respect And i can only guess who you'll be bonin' next So like an open inspection I'm checkin' through your facеbook photo collections Goin' over exprеssions i catch in your face That prove your new life is a happier place And every snap's like a slap in the face Harder than the last, you party now and laugh While part of me discards all feelin' to cope The other half of me still holds onto hope {chorus} Now i'm sittin' here with sadness takin' over I shouldn't drink but i can't stand it bein' sober I've got a bottle of hypnotics in my hand Thinkin', "ain't love grand?" {verse 2} Of a day i wake up to blackness Physically trapped as if strapped to the mattress 'cause i'm at this crossroad with lost hope In all directions, broken by rejection I'm a stranger to razor blades Except for when i bloodlet, i'm my own subject In a bedroom bloodfest set to dubstep And i bet you couldn't give a fu*k less It's even hard to believe from the start we agreed To wear our hearts on our sleeve Now that i'm erasin' the past with a sweet combination Of vodka and sleep medication For the deep meditation it gives me Is good enough to need never wake from it lifts me 'cause when i start reminiscin' and such About your kiss and your touch Well i think i just miss you too much {chorus} Now i'm sittin' here with sadness takin' over I shouldn't drink but i can't stand it bein' sober I've got a bottle of hypnotics in my hand Thinkin', "ain't love grand?" {post-chorus} Ain't love grand? Ain't love grand? Ain't love grand? {bridge} I know you've left me to yearn And that you'll never return So forever i'll burn For you and try to let go Got a belly full of pills And i'm ready for the kill Losin' breath and lyin' still I feel the fire below I feel the fire below {chorus} Now i'm sittin' here with sadness takin' over I shouldn't drink but i can't stand it bein' sober I've got a bottle of hypnotics in my hand Thinkin', "ain't love grand?"