Evil Ebenezer - Take Me With You lyrics

I don't think I'm gonna make it much longer It feels like a long way to somewhere... It feels like a long way to somewhere [Verse 1: Evil Ebenezer] I wanna go I really do I promise you this is it for me I know I've broken my fair share that's no mystery Whatever I've said or done to hurt you baby just listen please I never wanted it to end this way so just let it be I just want everyone to like me so its kind of strange Once the people take my kindness for weakness I kind of change I wanna move on with my life and finally breathe again No more dirty bars and greasy clubs and food slobberin'' This music biz has taken a toll on me that I can't express The jealousy, the long roads, the broken home the no address Its embarra**ing telling people you rap Like you're a tough teenager lookin' to scrap' Im an adult now tryna, play a kids game But to be honest with you its hard; cuz' these kids change I've been trying and been lying to myself for too long But now its gonna stop so I say farewell with this song [Hook] And all my life I've been living on the run I'm so afraid that I wouldn't be the one Now all my feelings inside gone numb Please don't leave me here alone Please let me come Take me with you Take me with you Take me with you Take me with you Now whats left is an empty shell, of a man who once had a dream he could sell I just want to go back to where I come from Never again I won't be the same one Where no one can hurt me Where no one can desert me No more failures and hail stones Back to where I sail from Just me and my dad at our cabin at the lake I would sit on the dock and daydream just skate away from all the hate Through the mountains I would take flight away from all the hurt I felt from being so afraid that I couldn't be myself I never knew true love before I was lost and ignored So its hard to trust somebody I'd just rather cut somebody And every friend in my life an a**hole right? And all I wanted to know was real love and feel safe at night That's why I'm trying to be me and do the best that I can... I know its hard to take a stand but I am [Hook] And all my life I've been living on the run I'm so afraid that I wouldn't be the one Now all my feelings inside gone numb Please don't leave me here alone Please let me come Take me with you Take me with you Take me with you Take me with you