Everyone Leaves - Head in a Vice lyrics

Some days I feel fine, but then it starts and I'm gone. I start to shake and my vision tightens I'm- head first and I can't seem to open my mouth, too short for anything. I wanna be so strong for everyone I wanna be that shoulder but sometimes my mind knocks the wind right out of me. I need time to breathe, to focus, clean my room before the curtains back open, so the world can see the mess that I have made. I hope you don't notice that I'm too weak, I hope you never see this get the best of me. I must remember I'm a work in progress too, I can't forget my health to help you, though I want to. I must remember I'm a work in progress too, I am worthy of love, just as much as you. I am worthy of love, I learned to love myself, I learned to love myself. I'm not a waste of your time I don't wanna be someone else, I learned to love myself. If I use words that I don't mean yet, in the hopes that repetition, will change the way I feel, is that okay? Can I convince myself that way? Or is that fake? Do I become something I hate? I hope you don't notice that I'm too weak, I hope you never see this get the best of me. I must remember I'm a work in progress too, I can't forget my health to help you, though I want to. I must remember I'm a work in progress too, I am worthy of love, just as much as you. I no longer hate myself for things that I cannot be, I won't hold standards I cannot reach. I must remember I'm a work in progress too I can't forget my health to help you, though I want to. I must remember I'm a work in progress too, I am worthy of love, just as much as you. (I am worthy of love, I learned to love myself.) I no longer hate myself for things that I cannot be, (I am worthy of love, I learned to love myself.) I won't hold standards I cannot reach.