You were an out of focus picture of a life I thought I wanted for myself, But I found somebody else. You were all the little things I'd hoped that life would bring to me. And I know I say I'm sorry all the time, but this is who I'll always be. I won't take back what took me twenty years to give. Breath in, relax. It'll all be over soon. I won't take back what took me twenty years to find a way To give away You pushed and watched me fall away. You were an out of focus picture of a life I thought I wanted for myself, But I found somebody else. You were all the little things I'd hoped that life would bring to me. And I know I say I'm sorry all the time, but this is who I'll always be. Don't try to tell me I'm wrong, I've done this all before. It always ends the same. I always feel this way. Don't try to tell me I'm wrong, I've done this all before. It always ends the same. I have to walk away. You were an out of focus picture of a life I thought I wanted for myself, But I found somebody else. You were all the little things I'd hoped that life would bring to me. And I know I say I'm sorry all the time, but this is who I'll always be. I always said I'd leave here Someday when I got the chance. I never said I'd take you with me when I left. I always wanted to be so much better than this, But I'm so sorry I don't think that I can