Everybodyduck - Heatjambled lyrics

This life You've called me to is not like I thought at all These days I just stay down and save myself the fall Back then I thought Your will for me would just be mountain tops and sun But here the laughter and rejection bear me down I lie awake scared of a future I don't know By faith I wait for You to lead but You're too slow It's just not fair that serving You should cost so much and be so hard I want to follow You but can You clear the way Make this easy - does it have to be so hard You could never understand how bad I feel Make this easy - I did not expect to fail Take these trials Lord they weren't part of the deal Head bowed and hands pressed to the rock He prays alone The tears flow freely from a pain no one has known He sees the beatings and betrayal that await Him with the sun And for the first time God the human fees afraid "Father please take this cup from me," He sobs in prayer But unlike my selfish pleas doesn't stop there He sets aside His fear and says, "Yet not My will, but Thine be done" He took my burden though it was His right to say Make this easy - I will not suffer for their sake Let the sinners pay the price for what they've done Make this easy - I choose not to take the pain I guess I thought this Savior thing would be more fun How do we dare to make a sound about our burdens Compared to Jesus' burden we're not justified So saturated with self pity we ask Him to ease the load Though what He asks isn't the half of what He suffered when He died Make this easy - does it have to be so hard You could never understand how bad I feel Make this easy - I did not expect to fail Take these trials Lord they weren't part of the deal