Evergrey - Torn lyrics

I'm walking through fields of the fallen alone in silence I'm praising their courage I envy their loss My steps leaves marks of another forsaken soul My choices might haunt me forever Until I'm gone With so much lost in anger Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding Making my wounds seem fatal Pushing my head under water Making me tired and torn If only things were different, only things were different My soul and my inside's been coloured and there is no silence Not distant from courage I'm wearing the loss My eyes sees the dawn of another horizon My battle it rages forever With so much lost in anger Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding Making my wounds seem fatal Pushing my head under water Making me tired and torn If only things were different If only things were brought to me in a different shade Shown to me so that I could relate Lock all doors that would make me stray and offer me a brand new day Never claimed to be someone I'm not and always feared to be forgotten So led astray that I lost all worth So torn by wounds in a world of hurt With so much lost in anger Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding Making my wounds seem fatal Pushing my head under water Making me tired and torn If only things were different if only things were If only things were different if only things were ...