Everclear - Song From An American Movie Pt.2 lyrics

Sometimes I get to a point where I don't give a damn about anything... anymore Sometimes I get to a point where I feel numb and I just don't care Sometimes I feel like I just don't care I sit in my car and listen to the radio I think about the past and it seems so long ago I know the pain is slowly going to fade This life is going to get better (Things are going to be better) I wait until my ex-wife has gone away I walk around the house Getting lost inside the old days I see the picture where everybody's smiling... I know... I got to keep it on the inside I want to get lost from my life sometimes Sit on the side and watch the world go by I want to get lost and I don't know why Sometimes I want to get lost and I don't know why (Sometimes I want to get lost and dream for a while) Waiting for my little girl Waiting on the school bus We're going to the movies Yeah just the two of us Sit inside the dark dream for a while Our life is going to get better (Yeah it's going to be better) I wake up weird in the middle of the night I walk up the floor until my mind gets right I think about the past and it makes me want to cry I know... I got to keep it on the inside I want to get lost from my life sometimes Sit on the side and watch world go by I want to get lost in the dark and dream for awhile Just sit inside a dark room and dream for awhile The only thing that ever makes sense to me Is the words to a song from an American movie The only thing that ever made made sense in my life Is the sound of my little girl laughing Alive and happy in the summertime I am just like everyone I know I am afraid of things that I don't know I am afraid of ever really being alone I want to find myself a brand new heart I want to find a girl and make a brand new start I want to find a girl and get lost in the dark The only thing that ever makes sense to me Is the words to a song from an American moive The only thing that ever made made sense in my life Is the sound of my little girl laughing Through the window of a summer night I sit alone in the backyard Wishing I could be inside Just the sound of my little girl laughing Makes me happy just to be alive Sometimes I am happy just to be alive