Everclear - All f**ed Up lyrics

I am all f**ed up And I am ready to break I don't wanna be the guy Who is always on the outside I wanna find my own good place All f**ed up And I don't know how How I ever got to where I feel Like I am dying on the inside I want to be happy But I don't know how I am all f**ed up And it's always the same I always get so close, Then I let it get away I got no one but myself to blame I'm all f**ed up And I don't know why If the rest of my life Is going to be like this Think I would rather die I am all f**ed up Yes, I am all f**ed up You're happy when you are all f**ed up Yes, I am all f**ed up I am all f**ed up Yes, I am ready to break I don't wanna be the guy Who is always on the outside I wanna find my own good place All f**ed up And I don't know how How I ever got to where I feel Like I'm dying on the inside I want to be happy now I am all f**ed up And it is always the same I always get so close then I let it get away I got no one but myself to blame I am all f**ed up And I don't know why If the rest of my life Is going to be like this Than I think I would rather die I am all f**ed up