There was a time I was crying for better times and so much more Bitterness made me believe that there is nothing but endless grief Whatever I did was pumpin' my force out of my heart This life pumpin' source And drowned in my tears I realize Life is to love and to despise Why shall I act the fool? Is pain the other kind of fuel? The salve of pleasure works just to close your wounds What s pleasure? And it will grow on again instead of pain And if you feel that you re feeling o so great I never felt this way For sure for sure soon you will for sure soon you will taste the blade Nothing s for sure I will taste the blade Soon you will taste the blade For sure it tastes so great Rusty pain that haunts in gloom Haunts me fills my space with doom There where I'll be I cannot see it surfin' my vain Slowly it turns into the light But fast out of a gloomy night For that I can see So it'll shock me or never again So come on! You'll lose your brightest livin' gem you'll lose as fast as it will lam Escape this pain you re not in chains the blade may proudly carve your veins Why shall I act the fool Pain is the other kind of fuel