Evensong - Laughter Of Gods lyrics

I'm dying on the battlefield of opposites between dreams and reality Somehow I've lost my way in this maze and I still hear the laughter of Gods How do I yearn for a dance with the angels in the heart of the moonlit night A taste of the nectarine fruit of eternity a sip from the chalice of dreams Father-look what I have became I'm a wolf among the lambs, a dreamlike phantasm What you've done to me God of Man? I used to be an angel once, but now...