Even In Blackouts - Darling You lyrics

I know that I kind of have a selfish streak It turns sympathy into advantage for me I haven't felt love since I turned 18 And I don't mind, no I don't ever mind I don't mind I don't mind I fill my day with things undone And wander my room at night past one Staring at pictures and memories of friends I know And it doesn't hurt at all, no it never hurts at all I don't know anymore, anymore I don't know anymore I am stronger when I am alone I see you, I see you alone I feel strong for you No I don't feel anything for you Don't you understand? Can't you understand? I don't know anymore, anymore I don't know anymore Darling you... Darling you I don't know anymore, anymore I don't know anymore Darling you Goddammit every one of you!