Evan Olson - Not What I Wanted lyrics

Lately there's been a change in me And I'm not sure if I can handle it But every day has a different way To tear me apart just a little bit It seems I've been taking the long way down To a place I really didn't want to go I can't explain why you pick my brain Just to tell me what I already know It was a lonely mixed up tragedy And it's something that I just can't seem to release Not what I wanted Not what I need (Harmony for you and me That's the way we want it to be) Deep inside where I used to hide There's a place in need of a miracle And people claim that they'll stay the same But they never have and they never will When it's a lonely mixed up memory And it leaves me here with nothing more to believe Not what I wanted Not what I need (Harmony for you and me That's the way we want it to be) You can't deny the truth wore thin When we both know what could have been I know that some day I'm gonna have my way It's a lonely mixed up tragedy That rips apart my life long dream And a lonely mixed up memory That keeps me down when I just wanna be free Not what I wanted Not what I need (Harmony for you and me That's the way we want it to be)