I was driving in my car just the other day thinking about the times when I used to say life is just a game anyone can play but somehow that thought has seemed to fade away I'll close the door on what's behind I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind can I find some peace of mind so very very hard to find being nineteen isn't what its supposed to be waiting for things to be brought to me why'd I have to grow up and see that this world wasn't made for me I'll close the door on what's behind I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind can I find some peace of mind so very very hard to find I don't need your help I just need some time I don't care for your thoughts just for mine I'll close the door on what's behind I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind can I find some peace of mind so very very hard to find I find myself a slave to things I've said like in my life I will bring home lots of bread I'm like a needle without a thread cannot understand why these lights are red I'll close the door on what's behind I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind can I find some peace of mind so very very hard to find