Euthanasia - The Summer Night End lyrics

Tonight it's the last night of two of us In a strange land in a hotel room The two of us together and yet separate. I'm sitting designated, head in hands Am I willing to wait for the minutes to come? It should have been a fresh start Summer night should have refreshed Our fading fumbling On our common quest I stand up and walk round the room I can't find the right words, explain it to myself The long forgotten is talked over and over again Until the apocalypse of relation of human souls gets real close. I tell myself what a relief You rather run away I hear the door bang I lay my cautious self in bed There is no way to settle the fast running stream of thoughts Should I run and follow you? Or leave it all to the fate and time? Did I fall asleep or was it just a dream? I hear the bang at the hotel room door Was I hoping to read the feeling in your eyes and then that I might embrace you? Shocked I listen to the strange words Of policemen instead and I know the time has stopped its run for me. They are taking me to the road past the hotel Where's a covered body in front of a car on the road. I'm hoping to wake up from the nightmare But nothing of that kind is coming I beseech to forgive me I could never imagine anything like that even in a bad dream Despite of all the pain and trouble of us I have always wanted to be close to you.