Etta Bond - Forgiveness (solo Acoustic Version) lyrics

Spend my last tenner on weed, like its growing on a fruit tree, masking my thoughts till im blind, so im sorry for, flies in the eyes and equality, signing on pretending that i job seek, when across seas, 6 years olds are digging through the rubbish just to support their own mothers, to think of all the days i missed at college, while 3rd world children, they drench for the thirst for hidden knowledge give un to me, im acting like it wasnt at my feet, but walking like the world is on my shoulders, cursing english weather, like the homeless man aint colder, and i still aint got enough change for him, but he can hear the coppers in my pocket, yeah i ignore it, excuse me my friend, i think i might have hit my head excuse me my friend, i dont remember who i am. cos im holding on, tryina be somebody but it wont be long, before i need somebody forgiveness, asking for forgiveness hey yeah forgiveness, asking for forgiveness, hey yeah, loving couples desperate for children,, and due to my sh**ty time i decided on abortion but i hope for this, and one day ill be a better mother let me say im sorry for any pain that you may have suffered i want a family with a home, with a father that they know dad i wonder if you think of me, and i guess we'll never know cos you don't pick up the phone but nor do i so.. should i be sorry that i dont try? mum i should have told you that i loved you more kate i wonder sometimes why we're fighting for godmother cancer in her lungs, but im smoking more each day cos im afraid to say we aint forever young im sorry for anything i might have done holding on tryina be somebody but it wont be long before i need somebody forgiveness asking for forgiveness hey yeah