ETSWHORE - Reality lyrics

Alight yall so dont judge me cause I'm finna dope dealer this sh**...... Sometime I feel like nobodys never here Wondering should I love or wondering should I fear I got a dream like Dr.King and Kendrick Kendrick Lamar man the best n***a up in it See I been homeless for some years no family would take us in Bouncing through hella shelters wishing everything would end Mama like Lord Jesus please just help us But in reality he was the only one who helped us I'm only 16 giving my p**y up already maybe cause I got a f**ing deadbeat daddy Some days I'm coming home with sh** to eat It's like everybody sitting on the bus but I ain't got a seat I was a shampoo girl but my boss kept f**ing with me So I quit but now I wish I stayed and let her kept f**ing with me Cause it wasn't no income coming in Dad you a pastor, But not taking care of yo kids it's a f**ing sin Sometimes I want the fast money like a prostitute But them diseases they don't come optional I try to keep my secrets in like in a box or two But I'm a leave f**ing for money to a prostitute Not to disappoint anybody but I hate school Them b**hes hate on me and thought that I was never cool So I'm a keep cool cause I could get rude But I'm a move on and try to keep my a** in school See growing up as a teen nobody liked me Cause I'm that pretty b**h so everybody wanna fight me I asked a n***a like "can you get my hair done" He said "when you let me f** I could get yo hair done" And I said "close the book that's the end" never will I ask again A helpless a** n***a for a quick money loan to lend But them the struggles I even tried to hustle Playing tough without the muscle selling 8 balls into doubles, but.. They say it's nothing like coming home So I came home and thought about my reality I said I thought about my reality One mo' time I said I thought about my reality And wrote this song , PS (Distorted) But them the struggles I even tried to hustle Playing tough without the muscle selling 8 balls into doubles, but.. They say it's nothing like coming home So I came home and thought about my reality I said I thought about my reality One mo' time I said I thought about my reality And wrote this song , PS