Ether Hour - Second Guess lyrics

Have you ever felt like you were trapped? Out in the ocean stuck on a raft You could row your life away going east or west We'll put you to the test But it's your fear of failure that makes you second guess I wish I knew how to live my life Without a care if what I do is right But now I think I know, so I'm trying not to think When I think I start to sink And I don't know what the hell I was thinking way back when I don't know what's so scary about the world Because it never turned on me And if I could only close my eyes, Maybe I'd find peace and cling to my beliefs And I'd know deep in my heart That this randomness (carelessness) that we call life Is exactly what I need Have you ever seen when someone lies? Like you're staring through a window in their eyes You understand their reasons But you know the truth would be much easier and free And out of fear they f**ed it all up. They just don't see I'm sad. I'm on the floor. (repeat chorus) I'm sad. I'm on the floor But nobody knows it Because I smile just to hide it