Estelle - Grown Man lyrics

[Hook: Estelle (Gucci Mane)] Now that I'm finally free I'm bouta throw it today I take my life in my hands Cause I'm a grown-a** man (I'm a grown-a** man) Now that I'm finally free [Verse 1: Gucci Mane] I was lost, but now I'm found I was blind, but now I see Super high, can't touch the ground Life tested me, but God blessin' me Every 16 bars is a testimony From the jailhouse junk to the Testarossa Had to find myself, then remind myself f** up, I'm grown, I got to blame myself Streets taught me everything, I trained myself Dead wrong so long, didn't know nothin' else They wanna lock my crew up like ??? Think every man ??? and amuse himself Glad as well, but I'm mad as hell Because my best friend probably gon' die in jail Ain't no lie to tell, probably cry like hell If I dwell on it, cause he got 80 years I'm going hard, you see I might as well Cause I got a hard head like my daddy had And my daddy's dead I bet my great great great great grandpa had a real crazy swag So I stand today, then get down to pray ???? and my mind is made I got a point to prove, and a son to raise Can't let him make mistakes that his daddy made [Hook] [Verse 2: Gucci Mane] Squash the beef I'm free of that This crazy song, they ain't feelin' that I guess they wanna see us k** each other If I'm dead, who the f** gonna help my mother I done struggled and hustled too hard for this I done rob stealed k**ed, ain't proud of that Smoke weed, took pills, ??? I'm a soldier ??? where the cowards at? Man your homeboy gone where the flowers at All the money in the world can't bring that back If I had one wish, wish mom and dad could Come down now and see me rap But she see me now, and I believe in that On the strength of that I ain't goin' back So I put my whole family on my back Lost so much time, can't pay that back I was lost, but now I'm found I was blind, but now I see Super high, can't touch the ground Life tested me, but God blessin' me Every 16 bars is a testimony From the jailhouse junk to the Testarossa Had to find myself, then remind myself f** up, I'm grown, I got to blame myself It's Gucci [Hook] x2 [Outro: Estelle] I was lost, but now I'm found Don't you ?? then keep me down See my life go round and round I say I straightened up my act And I ain't never goin' back Now that I' m finally free (finally free) You'll never take me away (you'll never take me away) Took everything that I have (everything that I) ??????????? Now that I'm finally free (oh finally free) I'm bouta throw it today (throw it today) I take my life in my hands (I take my life in my hands) Cause I'm a grown-a** man (I'm a grown-a** man) Now that I'm finally free I'm a grown-a** man