Estef - Best for You lyrics

[Verse 1] It's been hard waking up at night Turning my head right Seeing that you ain't there I-I am being patience as I can Been trying to wrap my head 'round Things that I don't understand [Chorus] Like why do I still need you when I have to let you go? Tryna keep it all together but thought I should let you know That every time I see you or hear your name I miss you more So come through, 'cause I only want what's best for you I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you [Verse 2] He got suspended and I wore suspenders from Urban Outfitters I work for my neighbors Trust a babysitter spending money on liquor And Polaroid pictures, poppin' pills, it's a mixture While I was 5'2", I kept his head out the clouds He drives my daddy's Porsche, yeah we wrap that sh** loud I rest upon his shoulder while we heading to the bar We drinking and we driving and we almost crash the car I left my drink on the table, he said I look graceful He could tell I was stressed 'cause I'm picking out the label The last time I smiled I definitely wasn't sober But I haven't been in days 'cause he hasn't been over, oh no No he hasn't been over, no, no No he hasn't been over, no, no No he hasn't been over, no, no No, no, no [Chorus] Like why do I still need you when I have to let you go? Tryna keep it all together but thought I should let you know That every time I see you or hear your name I miss you more So come through, 'cause I only want what's best for you I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you