Esham - Premature Ejaculation lyrics

[x4] I can hear my mother call Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa Man I swear, I don't care About nothin', sometimes I'm rather be dead black But that's about the millionth time I've said that I get a headache everytime I start to think I'm wonderin' why I'm not dead, I'm on the brink Yo, it's kinda crazy, used to be my baby But now you're not yourself because you shot yourself I had a homie who tried to withside He died, he lied in a closed casket right I can't take it, am I gone make it Suicide's my answer for life's cancer I used to pray every Sunday But since blasphamy I gotta listen to what my gun say Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it? No 40, O.E., gin and juice I'm a swig it, yo But back to my drama I finally made my mind up and said f** my mama I'ma get my sh** straight, my mind I gotta get straight So I bought a 38 yo I gotta get my head on And if ya still think I sing that sad song then you're dead wrong So check my situation I guess you can call me a premature ejaculation [CHORUS] Man I ain't nothin' but a nut A premature ejaculation Yo, life's kinda funny It seems like we all bleedin' tryin' to get some bloody money I don't know why Motherf**ers trippin', talkin' 'bout I'm always high When I'm gone die, sh** How many problems can one motherf**er get yo What's wrong with my mind If it wasn't for the bad times I wouldn't have no times My baby done left me She claims I need some mental therapy, she called me crazy It ain't no sweat though 'Cause anyday I canplay Russian Roulette hoe So f** that trick b**h Anyway, she was s**in' the next n***a dick, sh** So f** the perpetration If you can dig my situation, a premature ejaculation [CHORUS] Yo, as the world turns If one n***a die, 10 n***az might learn from that The sh** runs deep though "How deep?" 6 feet deep put me to sleep bro How can I make you understand And stop you from Stevie Wondering how I'm going under and You try and diagnose me, an*lyze me But the sh** don't surprise me Realize that I see through all eyes gee I might be wise, but I'm blind just as I see I'm smokin' on a fat one I got one in the chamber, co*k back on my cap gun That's the way my life goes And my life ain't nothin' but b**hes and money and hoes Goes a little somethin' like this I'm down to the E 'cause I'm a suicidalist, yo I look forward to pa**in' away And on my way to hell i get some a** on the way, yo So check my situation I guess you could call me a premature ejaculation [CHORUS]