Esham - Make Me Wanna Holla lyrics

[Esham talking] The wicketsh** continues After I told these n***az to stay off my dick They still on my dick trying to bite the wicketsh** n***az still wanna know what Esham mean Esham stands for East Side Hoes And Money That's what I'm all about But for all y'all n***az bitin the wicketsh** And tryin to bite the style I want you to think about one thing [Samples Rakim] Remember me? The one you gotcha idea from Back in this b**h... yo for the 9-4 I gotta let these n***az know once again That I'm comin like this They said the wicketsh** was dead (dead) Some ol' wicketsh** ain't never dead I gotta let y'all hoes know I'm comin back on yo a** I stopped believing in god about a year ago In god I can't trust but uh you don't hear me though Cause my life in the sunshine ain't sunny A suicidalist My memory's on the bliss But can you really dig what I dug if I drug The life of a thug caught a .45 slug I wish I was dead But I'm f**ed up in the head Cause I'm kinda hesitant to k** myself But I hate life Life ain't nothin but money And it ain't funny when your honey gets runny I wish I was down but my mind spins round and around And how many times can dead bodies be found But you don't understand the tales of a madman Unholy comin at your a** once again Amen, and I don't give a f** though Sometimes I feel like giving up yo It makes me wanna holla [chorus x2] [samples prince] [samples Snoop Dogg] (I feel like givin up) (Make make me wanna make make me wanna holla) [When ever my sunshine turns to rain] (Make me wanna holla cause my dollas come in ozones) [Esham] It makes me wanna holla Life comes in dollas Doin dirt like ring around the collar I'll a Can't get paid if I ain't got a trade I dropped outta school, now who got played A fool, I'm just tryna get mine I'm sick a seein my moms in the welfare line A n***a, I grew up in the ghetto I live in the ghetto I'm never gonna get out the ghetto The place where black folks die And slangin them cracks is a way to get by There's nothin else a n***a can do And f** the police because they only protect you You wouldn't understand unless you was a black man God damn It makes me wanna holla [chorus] [Esham] I'm still feelin funny ways On them sunny days when my honey plays The money stays Days go by and things seem to get no better Now the b**h wanna leave, I let her I don't sweat her Cause it ain't in my nature Bringing out the worst in me, I think I hate ya I can't deal with it hoe I gotta stay real with it though Swo yo My minds spinnin cause I'm drinkin that gin and juice Tryna forget about you, b**h You can call me crazy When every other n***a in the hood is a crack baby Maybe one day I'll be dead Bleedin in the sunshine hole in my head That's all a n***a need f** a b**h stankin a** p**y always wanna bleed I don't need that hoe Not in my life Not now Yo no It makes me wanna holla [chorus] [Esham] It makes me wanna holla Cause life ain't nothin but a joke Down in the ghetto Smellin the gunsmoke When every other b**h is on this dick I'm trying not to be a statistic It's hard, I can't get a job Mo n***az robbin I'm steady mobbin They tell a n***a to look on the bright side It ain't the black side, must be the white side I gotta watch my back in case cops wanna act up Get ya punk a** smacked up Cause I know you wanna k** me Cause I know yo a** feel me It makes me wanna holla [chorus]