Esham - Brainwashed lyrics

im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away now i lay me down to sleep before i go to bed 13 ways why yo a** should be dead i used to love dis ho but she went and f** my boy now im f**ed up fo real still this is the real mccoy still i try to tell myself it'll be alright still i try to tell myself it'll be alright still i try to tell myself it'll be alright but once my mind starts clinkin im losin the fight im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away now whos that n***a gettin brainwashed-neva ho im too clever ho but whenever yo a** wanna play silly games wit a true blue upfront the down stroll kickin that voodoo i neva had a ho i could call my own i only had hos who loved to bone every n***a in the crew that didnt screw this b**h i knew i guess she knew that she was brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im losin my mind goin insane like kurt cobain blowin out my brains for a dane its the same ol same everybody knows the 411 call 911 cuz hes got a gun now whos laughing b**h lets smoke the flat lines once the hammer clicks if it sticks then i got a 666 until d**h do us part ill be sick cuz im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away im gettin brainwashed like everyday id rather be dead than fade away