Esham - Sunshine - 1993 lyrics

My Life in the sunshine, the sun don't shine too much on mine But I feel funny wayss on sunny days, honey plays, money pays but keep in on sunny days Used to be my baby, but now you just the neighborhood kid And I'm thinkin bout' the things I did, just to make ya' happy Scoop ya' scrappy, but listen to the nappy pappy It's all about money, It's all about mo' money, and it's gettin mo funny In the sunny days. I think about my wicked ways, juices got me crazed, so crime pays Puttin' in work doin' my dirt, and I'm the one that ends up gettin hurt Just for a peice a' puss', a peice of bush, and now the next man's gettin tha' toosh I Guess I know next time, but for now I'm just losin' my mind, cause' I'm caught up in the sunshine (Samples: My life My life, in the sunshine) In the sunshine, I'm fellin' kinda' mellow, watch the crackhead say hello I'm just a little ghetto boy ghetto child, runnin' wild with the freestyle I dropped out a school to clock papers Now when the n***as see me, they clock vapors Watchin' them Dayton's hit the sunlight, jealous n***as, so I hold my gun tight Everybody out to get me, see my minds playin tricks with me, so don't bullsh** me I used to have some homies, but see I dissed all my homies, so now I'm kinda' lonely But it's all about me, but it's too hard for me ta' see, through my jealousy A n***a caught me slippin at a red light, 2 shots/2 shots to my dome, now I'm dead right n***a bleedin' in the broad daylight Through thick and thin homies should stay tight Thats all I was thinkin' bout', With my brains blew out In the sunshine, n***as feel good, smokin herbs, chillin in the hood Shoot a little dice, f** a little ho, and then some n***a try to rob the liquir store They shot em' in the back on the way out, like a s**a' what a way to go out Tried to steel some bread to feed his babies, they said crack babies neighborhood crazy Now I guess the babies don't eat, bloody base head dad dead in the street And there ain't no rainbows where the c**aine flows Straight to the graveyard, thats where ya' go when you try to behave hard I guess he'll know next time But his babies losin' they minds, in the sunshine