ESGN - Homesick lyrics

[Intro: Big Time Watts & Freddie Gibbs] Let me tell you something man I ain't gotta leave no motherf**ing message This Big Time motherf**ing Watts man When I call you answer the god damn phone motherf**er Freddie motherf**ing Gibbs I ain't no groupie I'm your motherf**ing uncle Now answer the god damn phone next time I call you boy Or I'ma come down there and beat your a** Since I came home, police across the street taking pictures right when I came home [Verse 1: Freddie Gibbs] n***a get a watch, and a couple chains think he harder than you Drop the j**elry, grow some dreads, think he smarter than you Please yourself or please your homies, man what's harder to do? Did some things in life I know I don't want my daughter to do sh**, got a list of things don't want my daughter to do On the blade, tryna get paid, choppin hard with the crew Type of sh** I did to make me feel a part of the crew Til I cut my n***as off now I'm apart from the crew I'm playing my own so I cannot play yall positions for my n***as They hate me pocket watching they got me distant from my n***as sh**'s so fake this days I got's to keep a pistol around my n***as Got me on some Grayson Allen sh**, I'm tripping on my n***as, Lord Chevy dookie blue on them 22's Cali pack will send them b**hes through, let them b**hes move Everyday I toke a couple Qs, serve that after school Momma take my money yeah that's cool but she don't approve Birds take a bath, dip them in the pool 'Bout to hit them b**hes with the soda, watch them do the fool Everyday I toke a couple Qs, serve that after school Momma take my money yeah that's cool but she don't approve [Hook: Freddie Gibbs] Since I came home, right when I came home Since I came home, police across the street taking pictures right when I came home Since I came home, right when I came home Since I came home, police across the street taking pictures right when I came home [Verse 2: Freddie Gibbs] I ain't seen my n***a since I came home Thought it'd be bottles and b**hes right when I came home Found out my problems was bigger right when I came home Police across the street taking pictures right when I came home I can't keep a b**h 'cause I can't feel the love They always say there was something there when there never was I donate money to children but I'm still selling d** Yeah I get that yol' for the low-low but was I really plug? Life was off my mental wasn't plugged in Every day I pray the Lord the lotto scratch my plug out Stay off the phone ain't no service up in this drug house Smell too strong to hit Sunday service I'm shipping d** out I ain't seen my n***a since I came home Guess he somewhere getting that paper he can't pick up the phone Wish him the best, leave him alone and let him stay in his zone And once he fall the f** off then f** him he on his own [Hook: Freddie Gibbs] Since I came home, right when I came home Since I came home, police across the street taking pictures right when I came home Since I came home, right when I came home Since I came home, police across the street taking pictures right when I came home [Outro: Freddie Gibbs] I just almost lost it all, for my n***as Just sat in the cell, ten thousand miles away from my child, for my n***as It's when I realized I gotta start living for my child, and not my n***as I remember not having nothing to read in the cell for a whole month you know what I mean? The f**ing guards took me to the library and all the books was in German and sh**, you know what I'm saying n***a? That almost broke me down you know Erica flew all the way over there Brought a n***a some books, know what I'm saying? She held me down, know what I mean? Through all the bullsh**, all my bullsh** she held me down I love her for that I'm back And I ain't going nowhere this time