[Verse 1: KayR] Working and exerting myself to the end Of my rope and I'm hoping that fans don't have to pretend That they like the tracks the features and the package it's in When I put out my CD, cause I been stuck with this pen Between my fingers for hours, trying to figure it out I've been thinking with power but it won't trigger my mouth Trying single it out, the thoughts that seem most clear But I feel stuck in the middle, like a C note here Behind this desk with this screen just lighting my room Take a walk to clear my mind and try to think of a tune Or a melody and there'll be something that's cool Floating around in my head but when it seems like it's true It's just gone (g-g-g-g-gone, gone). Where did it go? I think I lost it, so then I try to think of a flow How 'bout a rhyme scheme that's dope? Everything just seems to go Out the window, man. This music got me feeling so cold. Ugh [Hook: Erin] I can feel the inspiration and I need to bring it out But I've got an aspiration and I need to sing it out This feels like suffocation and my ears are ringing now But I've got and aspiration and I need to sing it out [Verse 2: KayR] I've got to sing it out, bring it out from my soul. Think about Everything I dream about. Take my shirt and wring it out Sweating through it. Feeling clouds closing in my mind But then I just rewind, wait until the engine's primed But when I push on the pedal, something changes the stakes I'm blasting in full throttle, but I've cut my own breaks And now I'm starting to shake. Can't stop. My writing is great But I be losing everything around. I'm starting to take A new form. I'm a monster. What is this place? I'm just pouring out songs at an unseen pace Something shakes inside and it's going to quake Right through the surface of my mind and it's going to break I want to go back to the way things were. Couldn't write a track but my brain was there Feeling cracks in the paint I swear. I never ever thought that I could end up here This ain't music. This ain't talent. This is something way off balance This is something I can't challenge. This is something I can't fathom. Ugh [Hook] [Bridge: Erin] [Hook x2]