Erin McCarley - Gotta Figure This Out lyrics

I separated my heart from my head To feel out what's inside I don't like what I see, so I say good night Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming in color Black and white is not my friend Candy coated figures hold me in my bed I've never been so deep inside a shadow I've never been so insecure of what I know I've gotta figure it out, I need a story to tell Where's the feeling I long for? I've gotta figure it out before I lose you, love Big city streets are calling me loud The busy keeps me high Well, this quiet town is wearing me down tonight I know that I should stay here for a while Listen to the sound of my shaky heart Looking for gold in the ground I've never been so deep inside a shadow I've never been so insecure of what I know I've gotta figure it out, I need a story to tell Where's the feeling I long for? I've gotta figure it out before I lose you Before I lose you, love It's not okay to make you wait To make you wonder why I Can't hold you close or give you hope That this will be all right, I wanna make it right I've gotta figure this out, I need a story to tell Where's the feeling I long for? I've gotta figure it out I've gotta figure this out, I need a story to tell Where's the feeling I long for? I've gotta figure it out before I lose you Before I lose you, before I lose you, love