Eric "Ricky" Pariseau - God, I Need More lyrics

[Hook] I need more I need more God, Please give me strength during the storm Because I need more I need more when I'm facing this storm I need more I need more [Verse 1] Say hello to waking up on the wrong side of the bed Stay mellow but sh**'s caking up inside my head Slay hell's flow in my brain's wing that abides by what's fed Frays bellow while my boy sells blow with pride by what's lead Wrote his own path till he became psycho on his road Notes written in pen, can scribble but a road's still a road Covered or not like stories my brother got While my mother plots and my father's not in the picture Lights flicker tryna pay bills while my homie's gettin sicker Lil sister worried bout getting another gold star sticker Where's the clicker when ya wanna change the bitter channel Zipping by panel after panel, hear a voice in shambles Sippin on cold Campbells broth while candles go out on the mantle Just like me, heat dismantles [Hook] I need more I need more God, Please give me strength during the storm Because I need more I need more when I'm facing this storm I need more I need more [Verse 2] You were my only hope My rope but you made me slip like soap Out being a hoe when I needed you most Father slit his throat Now you on the go and I'm screaming out all my woes Crying by the wall Best friend dying in the stall You said you were only one call away from meeting me in the hall What's the stall when I make the call? Fun with some balls? My respect for you falls Prove to me that you're still who you used to be And I'll no longer be greener than Doctor Suess could see Wondering how a noose could free It can't I'm caught up with what's bruisin me She's usin me, but I'm the addicted one holding a gun to the ruth of my mouth People mad I'm tryna run, but how can I run with no way out? I was eight, pounded in the face with a knife waved in my face [Hook] I need more I need more God, Please give me strength during the storm Because I need more I need more when I'm facing this storm I need more I need more