Eraesmus - Moving On lyrics

[Verse 1: Eraesmus] I want to move on in my life, wanna see more people in my sight I want to pack my backbag and walk away in my jeans so tight I've never been this right with my mind, this time and place are wrong I've been here way too long, even though this is the place I've born in Lost touch with everyting, I'm starting to feel all foreign With people whose familiar to me, I rather be going Forward and onwards to where abroads are I'm getting bored with watching this all-season yellow yard [Verse 1.5: Eraesmus] I feel like generic people pa**ing through my hollow body Like everyone was sloppy seconds in an empty lobby Like there is no escape and there was nothing to do about it No one answers from the cave I'm shouting in I think I can't trust people who I'm counting in So count me out, when you count me in I am my own nemesis, I am the who's doubting me But there are many people who's doubting if I be ever succeeded But do I have everyting that is needed, huh? f** no, f** those who think I get everything I want Everything I want is everything I dream of But can't have those until I see the world and move on [Chorus: Eraesmus] This era is bugging me, my whole life is f**ing me My mind is dropping itself and s**ing me in I can't let go eventhou I wanted to ‘Cause so many things keeping me attached to This city, this period of time Been in a point I felt I was actually dying All I want to do is move on in my life Forget everything and leave my past behind [Verse 2: Eraesmus] That girl made me go deeper than I've been before Like I was wandering in to empty room with no door Pa**ing time only thinking ‘bout her, lying on the floor I went back few times just to see that have everything gon' wrong Everything had gon' wrong, everything was my fault I didn't try hard enough to get rid of her, still my mind chasing her And yet same time thinking about a different girl I'm feeling so damn absurd I'm apologizing those who I hurt ‘Cause I didn't know who I was, I'm still on my search I need to like myself at my worst first Before I could be the best to anyone else Been in a point only thing I could do was yell But nothing never changes if I stay still If I stay still, my life never will be fullfilled With joy of living ‘cause all I want to do is live [Chorus: Eraesmus] This era is bugging me, my whole life is f**ing me My mind is dropping itself and s**ing me in I can't let go eventhou I wanted to ‘Cause so many things keeping me attached to This city, this period of time Been in a point I felt I was actually dying All I want to do is move on in my life Forget everything and leave my past behind