Era - Distant lyrics

Verse 1: I never thought I'd be the kinda guy to do this But truth is, I'm in over my head with this music It's tragic how i got all of my eggs in one basket But tell me to rearrange them your askin to get your a** kicked That's it. Wish I could go back like magic Friends are disappearing like a rabbit in the hat trick Feelin like I'm spongebob, without my homie Patrick I'm bat sh** insane opposite of fantastic Unhappily lackin apathy As my raps gain fast vast ma** rapidly Slackin on my sanity. Ignorin my family The ones who love me are casualties of tragedy That is how it has to be. I wish it was a fallacy Pushing folks away always seems to be my strategy All these people mad at me Tunnel vision avidly I hope gradually this eventually pays my salary I'll stack that cheese Pre-Hook (x2): Ayo I'm gettin frickin sick of tryna fit in You think that you're the only other person with opinions I'm never quitin on a mission in this business This big risk, got me feelin ever so distant Era's Hook (x2): I finally found it in the space in between the notes Feeling trapped on a roller that would never coast Feeling lost on a path none have ever chose Now the melody can turn and away it goes Verse 2: And it's gettin harder and harder I'm socially retarded, but my rhymes are gettin sharper Yeah my bars are gettin smarter than graduate from Harvard My vocabulary's larger than a laboratory mouse herd But everything always comes at a cost A wedding ring, a couple friends that I've gained then lost? I feel the pain and man it drains, I feel so exhausted Can never look back cuz when I do I'm always nauseous And it's not something want Rather one thing I need, it's becoming taunt I just wanna be heard, want people to know of my art But it's hard when you go and seclude yourself from the start I love being by myself, but I hate feeling alone That's probably the only reason for these songs I power down my phone. Get into the zone And drift away until the day I'm sittin on a throne (Pre-Hook) (Era's Hook)