Era Hardaway - M.I.A. lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm Trying my best to not sound all depressed and sh** The pressure inside of my head has left me desperate Searching for answers in the darkness it's really desolate Jump to conclusions, waiting to hear the rest of it/ It's so confusing when I think that I have a grip on it I'm not complaining I'm just wishing I had a clue and sh** You moved away, my best friend through the thin and thick But when you came back, everything was so different/ [Bridge] You had a cold dark soul I couldn't crack it Back when was 12 years old we started rappin Middle school was so damn stupid we got it crackin 7th grade playing football you made the hits and I was pa**in'/ Now it's 7 years later and now I'm hitting and you're pa**ive Reminiscing on shenanigans that happened Past tense Because you dipped and I don't even really know what happened I think the hardest thing in life is getting over past friends/ [Hook] And i apologize for getting so sensitive.. ...but I miss my brother Different mom, different dad, same sh** different day At least we had each other/ [Chorus] M.I.A (x12) [Vamp] M.I.A, M.I.A, M.I.A Where you at, I hit your phone the other day You in ATL? My cousin lives by the Georgia dome I can hit him up and tell em to bring my brother home/