Remembering the past Good days are gone when You're beside me Thinking about the future But no chance no Other way to flee You've got what you wanted You've got what you needed And now I stand alone I see your face before my eyes But I won't waste a tear I don't mind her - I kept her so near Leaving all behind But pain and fear were Always on my back I don't go out I don't stay Long and I can't get no sleep Ever loved the joy Now I see the hard reality I'm not as strong as I thought I never reached the truth