Eppic - Consider this goodbye lyrics

(chorus) God I know I promise that no matter what I will always keep you close to my side? And to, never allow a full moon to take control Or to reawaken my tide Look, deeply into your eyes beyond these doubts Once wide awake they'll realize That I was, your radiance but I can be there no longer So consider this goodbye (verse 1) If I could take the images within my head and have them painted What I fear the most that I'm the product of something dangerous They even told me careful who you open your heart to Cause what's hidden the snakes venom it's harmful Notice I'm not romantic, never knew exactly what love meant So the only love that I have is for the holy spirit Always have been there for me, never allowed me to give in Started with the man in the mirror which lead to self renovation No I ain't superman, no ain't wolverine,? No I ain't hercules, I'm simply an average human being Well eventually the devil will pretty soon have his way with me From the second I jump, but need someone To mute my screams And my agony and leave me as is? Maybe now I'll be missed, convinced There won't be a funeral service? So send me an angel oh heavenly father? Consider this farewell, a song for my departure (verse 2) Well this is where we must depart Laying down along these avenues and boulevards For now all I need is god and for you to pray for me Any anguish along the way of this journey, then show no mercy Haven't felt like myself lately darkness is infiltrating Sketch a canvas of light no longer illuminating Headed for a malfunction, well I wasn't resilient Was like vesseling a virus and vaccines into bliss Trust me god this isn't their concern Not even for a split second expect for me to return Please promise me that when I'm gone Who I was will be exposed? Yes maybe these flames are deadly But what I seek is in the smoke I'm on a destination, have my suitcase and ticket See this as my goodbye, as a matter of fact good reddens So send me an angel oh heavenly father Consider this farewell a song for my departure (verse 3) Am I your sense of relief or am I more like your burden Doesn't matter it won't keep me from this train I'm boarding Was like these events weren't given to me in portions There I saw distortion, like I was a magnetic for misfortune while Against my demons, there I was skeptical Where life is unpredictable, god is incredible So send me an angel oh heavenly father ?consider this farwell a song for my departure