Epistra - Especially Not Today lyrics

[Verse 1: II-IX-O] The tears fall, no phone calls And through it all I went through it y'all No bed rest, laid depressed I did some things I got regrets My vindictive ex played me like recess Her heart darker than a Reese Inside is nothing sweet I'm trying to tell you dawg Inside is nothing sweet I know I messed up I tried to make it right I even invested two years of my life She still did things out of spite And to think I wanted her to be my wife [Chorus 2x: Mista Mozes] Sometimes what we want we gotta let it go The reason sometimes we just don't know But know this will help you grow At your weakest your greatest strength shows [Bridge: Mista Mozes] Crying all these tears and downing all these beers Away from my peers and I ain't trying to hear What they gotta say I gotta find my way There's nothing they can say Especially not today, especially not today Especially not today, especially not today [Verse 2: II-IX-O] My heart was torn apart She truly broke my heart Pretended to be my friend And truly played the part How do you start from this end? Certain songs replay and I think of her again This pin up hurt I chose to pen it out I hope these words I write down will help you out Of a dark place where the sun don't shine Ladder in front of you but can't make the climb I hope you find through rain or shine The Lord above for peace of mind So divine when things are outta line Man so much off my chest now I think I'm fine [Chorus + Bridge] [Bridge 2: Mista Mozes] Wanting to work it out Hoping that you would call Wanting to hear your voice Guess I meant nothing at all [Chorus] ©2014 Sixth Street Music, LLC. All rights reserved