Epistra beats - Crazy Thoughts lyrics

{Verse 1} See you know I'm just chillin' I'm tryna' make amends These crazy mother f**ers just want me to do em' in They ain't seen the sh** I seen, and they tryna' ball They'd have me locked up if they knew the things I done saw sh** I was like eleven first time I saw crack cooked Gotta get that rent money, problem is they get hooked All I did was sling cabbage on my front porch My mom is still locked up! sh**, she done took the wrong work Problem is she got addicted to her own sh** Crack commandment number four. NEVER do your own sh** Money became tight as that crack rock would melt down She wasn't moving sh**. Just enough to get around But she taught me how to hustle when there's nothing left But I knew she fell off, when she started with the theft My crazy thoughts wanna make that fast money But look where it got her JUST ANOTHER JUNKIE! {Hook x2} My crazy thoughts got me f**ed up, just like you And I been, through it all that's why I don't like you. (and..) {Verse 2} I have a heart of gold but doubt destroys me I never wanted much that's why this world annoys me You can try your best but it's never enough The world doesn't wanna recognize. That's why it's rough You can give someone the world but them that's just jack sh** So f** where we at, cuz' we won't amount to sh** People bring us down at least once a day We try but we can't put our feelings on layaway You people don't know but I think about y'all everyday Every little mistake I make, I just wanna fade away And to all the people that listen to this thank you! Anything negative homie I will just blank you! To all the people still down with hip hop and rap You're the reason why I'm still making these tracks But if one day I gotta stand alone I will Because to me I'll forever be ill {Hook x2} My crazy thoughts got me f**ed up, just like you And I been, through it all that's why I don't like you. (and..) {Verse 3} Things are kinda okay now, not a daily struggle Doesn't mean my thoughts change, let me grab a shovel Just cuz' I got money now, doesn't mean I'll take sh** I'll still do you in! And GLADLY let your brain split! Because to me I'll never lose that mentality My reality let's me know when to release brutality I can't change who I was but who I'll be Conceal me cuz' this sh**, is about to be real G You'd be lying if you said that you didn't feel me You'd be lying to me though, if you said you could heal me Cuz' my crazy thoughts could really end my life! Not suicidal but do dumb things in the night! Between d**, hustling, and a f**ed up life It all got me young so now I can see what's right Time to think about sh** in a good way Crazy thoughts got me f**ed up but hell, it's a good day {Hook x2} My crazy thoughts got me f**ed up, just like you And I been, through it all that's why I don't like you. (and..)