Ens Cogitans - In My Single Day lyrics

I was awoken under tree And its color - grey The flowing sap is on my knees No, I couldn't slay Whose blood it was and am I right To see my arms in red? Who'll give forgiveness and place to hide, If even you don't understand? I hate to follow But I have to do it well I touch the sorrow Like the fingers touch my neck You explained the difference Or it's demon in his eyes It's kind of defence But it changed my way of life Investigation's view inside Maybe it was you The innocence is relative lie Lie in deep of truth The demon in eyes cruel so much Forced to be so racked I've spent your life for single touch Touch of love on neck In my single day