Endthisday - Silently Choking On Her Regret lyrics

A tragedy that was years in the making. Deliver me no forgiveness because again I delivered the unforgivable. How quick we were to bury ourselves in love and how quick I was to fade to farewell. In days to come ask me for nothing, for all I have to give is the dirt that fills my mouth and these eyes that have been drained of all emotion. Every day is one more chance to remember and to stare alone into this tomb I've dug for two. But I fill the negative space with my broken promises and my shallow soul. A timeless moment I wish to never return. And still how false are these cracks I show upon my face. One million dying smiles in exchange for one million infected days is the price I would pay to restore your trust. Things I know that this diseased body will never achieve are now the only things I live for, but in the end all my empty attempts for happiness tend to come up short, so I infect and mutilate this body and part ways with this life. For if I only knew that we were to live and die with regret I would have done away with this blessing of life. That kiss to your brow was goodbye forever.