EmTeaEm - Feels Like lyrics

Yo, I can't really tell you what it feels like To be there before this happens, I been Mike But now I'm on my feet and I can stand right But when I go out the door I can see the light I'm battling the hatred, I can sight Following behind me like a tread pike What happened all before, is just the past But I don't know if I can go further, I won't last So maybe it's the end, I don't really know I'll grab the keys, hold me tightly before I go See me as I am, I'm not a miracle My life is like this Earth, it's spherical My ghosts are surrounding me, it's spiracle I remember this enchanted land, I was here before Know what knows what I go through, it's not a lie Going through this longer, I can't, I rather die I'll just stay home, nowhere else I'd rather hide But I can't leave it here yet, someone be my guide I'll hold this world up, my arms are open wide If only you knew what I've went through You'd know I wasn't lying, what I said, it's all true So now I'll bring my chorus onto you And I'll sit on my porch, from my hat to my shoes Wondering where and when, from the bottom, them to the who's Ma**ive endings, full of lust and love Someday I won't wake up, and fly up above Dramatical entries, and wakenings failing From these f**ed up nerve endings, I've been patiently sailing I took up my meaning, without a cause or effect Haters hating on me, is the only thing that I defect I'll just smash all the cowards, that get in my way "You have no life, you're done" yeah that's what they say But they can't say that, I know they're all fake I'm done with all this whack bullsh**, for f**ing sake It's my new rhymes I create, and the songs are done, chorus's I make I'll rise up in heaven when I sleep, before I wake No matter the obstacle, I'll travel so far f**ing tanked up, I'll hit the gas pedal hard Because I want to leave this world, that's given my nothing What they say isn't even true, they're fussing f** all a' that, you fakers can blow me Give me some facts, if you think you really know me And if you do, please f**ing show me I'm gonna' pick myself up and walk out the door And leave this past sh** that I had all before I don't want to deal with something I don't even need I drop a couple lines for you, then I start to concede Take my mind away from me, but my heart I'll forever keep Because these nights are dark and gloomy, I can't hear the beep Of the sound you create when you're yelling at me Makes me want to crawl up, until I finally die I'll pull my f**ing self up from this life, won't cry You'll be the first person and only one to see my try I'll move along this road so empty and dark Make a new stance for myself, I'll set my mark Only if you knew, what it feels like To find an empty heart Should I start over? I think I just might What would you do If you knew this pain Would you be sad And cry from under the rain Only if you knew Only if you knew Only if you knew What it feels like Yeah I have my problems my doubts But I won't stand around roaming about My f**ing chances or solutions of fate Make a house for me, let me open the gate So I can come in and let my train set of thoughts Open up my feelings let me love what I got Because things can be taken away from your hands And get f**ing destroyed, your life won't enhance You'll be dead before you know it, let your love set free Challenge your world, do what it says, because it's meant to be Don't tell God you don't believe it, you know it's not true There's only one person who knows anything, and that person's you Me, is what I know, and everything I did Doesn't mean I was tough, it's hard to admit I didn't sit here and let my dreams come reality I let my voices tell me there's no such thing as a broken brutality Don't give up on hope, it's right around the corner Don't be depressed all day and cry, like a mourner Pick your head up and know there's another day Like everyone says, from beginning of September to the end of May You have to work your a** off to get what you want Work like nothing else matters, and move like your flaunt Maybe this world can see me as I am But it's eaten me up like I'm some big pile of ham But what have I done here to become once a man? I set my dessert on, and I put my hands through the sand Welcome to the challenging obstacles called life Life isn't short man, you gotta' put down that knife Only if you knew, what it feels like To find an empty heart Should I start over? I think I just might What would you do If you knew this pain Would you be sad And cry from under the rain Only if you knew Only if you knew Only if you knew What it feels like What it feels like Yeah, this is what it feels like