Empty Handed - Devils lyrics

I got my eyes closed I am lost in memories And it still gets worse I will always be too weak to let go Where is the point in this? I can't forget anything So, you know, I can't see things clearly, and I'll always keep in mind what's meaningless And if this made you happy, I have no reason to be with you anyway ‘You never feel comfortable in company of people', she said. ‘That's why you're whole life is meant to fail.' But I am.. I'm still breathing I'm not able to forget, I carry everyone who came and went inside my head This is the sound of my heart beating and beating and beating. I can't ever finish what I've started I am afraid of heights, that's the murdered child within. Nothing's harder than trying to repair the wings of someone that never learnt to fly I know, I could have fallen deeper Day in, day out, I lie awake and I won't move. And I know the voices in my head will never leave But I believe in everything that happens in between all the goodbyes You're the sweet devils of my past You keep scaring me in silent nights No matter how hard I try not to listen, there will always be a lingering sound In my life, the sky is something that I could never reach, that's why I felt useless every time my heart has been broken [You're the sweet devils of my past You keep scaring me in silent nights.] 2x