I'm melodramatic, addicted to self-loathing and apathy I disregard progress as useless intentionally You ask why I hate myself so here's some honesty You ask why I never talk so here's some loaded words I'm a burden on my best days, fragile but non-recyclable I'm proficient in solitude and the art of concealing emotion You ask why I hate myself so here's some honesty You ask why I never talk so here's some loaded words You ask why I hate myself so here's some honesty You ask why I never talk so here's some loaded words Can I just close my eyes and never wake up? Can I please be anyone but me? Can I just close my eyes and never wake up? Can I please be anyone but me? Can I just close my eyes and never wake up? Can I please be anyone but me?